somehow i found the will to go on
and let go of all that bound me to that old hearth...
i was not to be disappointed in my decision;
as i found you waiting outside the next road...
you looked happy in your dazzling attire,
but shed a small tear on my tattered look...
could you ever imagine how happy i was, though;
it was my resolve to find a new road to tread on
that made you all the more happy and dazzling...
i could have taken you along and remained happy
for all the time that is left of this resurrected body.
but i would never be so selfish and greedy
so as to keep you away from your loved ones...
i know how you cherish and love them
and have remained their pillar of strength...
they would, certainly, go astray in your absence.
that apprehension made me run a long run
it was devoid of fun, frolic and invigoration...
and i have learned my lessons the hard way...
may be i should stop believing what i only apprehend
because i am again running a lonely race......
........dedicated to the SAD phase of everybody's life...
My Blog is like opening out my heart out to the whole world as well as to build a good rapport with the English language so as to contradict the 'west' in its own language
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
meeting my death
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i happen to meet my death!!!
by Aasif Khanday on Monday, August 8, 2011 at 4:59am
there was a moment: of exasperation
and of a feeling as if i saw death looking down at my face...
that moment came, after a long night's sleep
when normally i should have been feeling soberer-
than any other night where i switch my sides a hundred time-
but i felt the urge to go back to sleep...
to that world, where there is all so black and white-
but yes, sometimes my dreams are in color also
though blurred, shady and entertaining miserly-
and mostly i get to play by my own rules...
i would visit a place and not worry about money;
i would go out with a girl and not worry about its consequences;
i would build a garden and cherish its shade;
i would through a party and be the chief entertainer;
i would make friends with everyone and foes with none;
i would just fly and go to my dear ones;
i would think...and it would just happen.......
so why would i want to wake up from that world,
where there is everything in my control?
for all that i had left behind the night before i slept?
that may be right, as i do love those who shower their love on me...
and want to live for them, for so long as the providence helps it...
but just for once, the day i over-slept........
i did not want to come from my dreamy stupor...
i wanted to live for myself and forget about the world...
as soon as i was back to the dreamland,
i saw death staring me in my face....
no color was there, no whiteness either...
it was all so black with none of my dreamland-rules working...
i was only too happy to bid the sleep adieu...
and since then, my sleep hasn't been my best escape
to all the worries that threaten my happy survival...
i happen to meet my death!!!
by Aasif Khanday on Monday, August 8, 2011 at 4:59am
there was a moment: of exasperation
and of a feeling as if i saw death looking down at my face...
that moment came, after a long night's sleep
when normally i should have been feeling soberer-
than any other night where i switch my sides a hundred time-
but i felt the urge to go back to sleep...
to that world, where there is all so black and white-
but yes, sometimes my dreams are in color also
though blurred, shady and entertaining miserly-
and mostly i get to play by my own rules...
i would visit a place and not worry about money;
i would go out with a girl and not worry about its consequences;
i would build a garden and cherish its shade;
i would through a party and be the chief entertainer;
i would make friends with everyone and foes with none;
i would just fly and go to my dear ones;
i would think...and it would just happen.......
so why would i want to wake up from that world,
where there is everything in my control?
for all that i had left behind the night before i slept?
that may be right, as i do love those who shower their love on me...
and want to live for them, for so long as the providence helps it...
but just for once, the day i over-slept........
i did not want to come from my dreamy stupor...
i wanted to live for myself and forget about the world...
as soon as i was back to the dreamland,
i saw death staring me in my face....
no color was there, no whiteness either...
it was all so black with none of my dreamland-rules working...
i was only too happy to bid the sleep adieu...
and since then, my sleep hasn't been my best escape
to all the worries that threaten my happy survival...
the idea of nilam k
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taking a straight line is not always profitable...
by Aasif Khanday on Friday, August 12, 2011 at 6:15pm
Not to be cowed down easily,
I thought of an escape from the struggle
Lest it changes me for the worse.
And in a flash, i understood thus:
Moving in a straight line isn't always profitable...
Killing time and abusing it well,
Around my life's journey has fared much.
Kissing a frog would it tantamount,
Ask me if the trend would continue.
Towards a goal of self-aggrandisement
I hope i wont sacrifice my soul....
.........dedicated to all those who have a bright doze of selflessness to their nature...
.........especially to the one that this is intended to...
taking a straight line is not always profitable...
by Aasif Khanday on Friday, August 12, 2011 at 6:15pm
Not to be cowed down easily,
I thought of an escape from the struggle
Lest it changes me for the worse.
And in a flash, i understood thus:
Moving in a straight line isn't always profitable...
Killing time and abusing it well,
Around my life's journey has fared much.
Kissing a frog would it tantamount,
Ask me if the trend would continue.
Towards a goal of self-aggrandisement
I hope i wont sacrifice my soul....
.........dedicated to all those who have a bright doze of selflessness to their nature...
.........especially to the one that this is intended to...
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About Me
- aasif khanday
- i am from South Kashmir in IOK. Had my MA from KU and am presently doing my M-Phil from HCU. i have one significant problem: people consider me a bore...i guess i am not very friendly to strangers...